preparation

it seems like this whole summer has been spent with an eye towards departure. not that I haven't taken in moments for their own sake, just that imminent travel has been a focusing point. still after all that, the thought I have put into it, the intention with which I have selected things to bring, to leave behind, to give away, I have this feeling that I have been preparing to be unprepared. in many ways I am hoping to be caught off guard, to be surprised by the environments and the people I meet. there is no way I can encompass all potential scenarios, I am preparing for the unknown, the spirit of adventure and with the confidence that I can work it out. what is the single most valuable thing I am taking on this trip? the most useful tool? the thing I plan to utilize in all sorts of situations? myself.